Overcoming Sabotage - Why does it happen? You can see from these examples the way the subconscious mind works in Alpha. The new habit of having a PP was not established so the subconscious mind used its power to stop building the neural pathway, with creative sabotage.
It's a good thing to recognise. Once you recognise that the subconscious mind is using sabotage then you can consciously take over. Speak nicely to yourself - your inner child - and be encouraging, just the same way you would encourage a 3 or 4 year old. "Come on. You can do this. It will be OK soon. Just do it again. You'll enjoy the process soon then it will be good for you " ... and much more.